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"As far as I can see, it would be wiser and more judicious if you were to take to yourself the original at once."

By this time he had sat down: he had laid the picture on the table before him, and with his brow supported on both hands, hung fondly over it.

I discerned he was now neither angry nor shocked at my audacity.

I saw even that to be thus frankly addressed on a subject he had deemed unapproachable-to hear it thus freely handled-was beginning to be felt by him as a new pleasure-an unhoped-for relief.

Reserved people often really need the frank discussion of their sentiments and griefs more than the expansive.

The sternest-seeming stoic is human after all; and to "burst" with boldness and good-will into "the silent sea" of their souls is often to confer on them the first of obligations.

"She likes you, I am sure," said I, as I stood behind his chair, "and her father respects you. Moreover, she is a sweet girl-rather thoughtless; but you would have sufficient thought for both yourself and her. You ought to marry her."

"Does she like me?" he asked.

"Certainly; better than she likes any one else. She talks of you continually: there is no subject she enjoys so much or touches upon so often."

"It is very pleasant to hear this," he said-"very: go on for another quarter of an hour." And he actually took out his watch and laid it upon the table to measure the time.

"But where is the use of going on," I asked, "when you are probably preparing some iron blow of contradiction, or forging a fresh chain to fetter your heart?"

"Don't imagine such hard things.

Fancy me yielding and melting, as I am doing: human love rising like a freshly opened fountain in my mind and overflowing with sweet inundation all the field I have so carefully and with such labour prepared-so assiduously sown with the seeds of good intentions, of self-denying plans.

And now it is deluged with a nectarous flood-the young germs swamped-delicious poison cankering them: now I see myself stretched on an ottoman in the drawing-room at Vale Hall at my bride Rosamond Oliver's feet: she is talking to me with her sweet voice-gazing down on me with those eyes your skilful hand has copied so well-smiling at me with these coral lips.

She is mine-I am hers-this present life and passing world suffice to me.

Hush! say nothing-my heart is full of delight-my senses are entranced-let the time I marked pass in peace."

I humoured him: the watch ticked on: he breathed fast and low: I stood silent. Amidst this hush the quartet sped; he replaced the watch, laid the picture down, rose, and stood on the hearth.

"Now," said he, "that little space was given to delirium and delusion.

I rested my temples on the breast of temptation, and put my neck voluntarily under her yoke of flowers.

I tasted her cup.

The pillow was burning: there is an asp in the garland: the wine has a bitter taste: her promises are hollow-her offers false: I see and know all this."

I gazed at him in wonder.

"It is strange," pursued he, "that while I love Rosamond Oliver so wildly-with all the intensity, indeed, of a first passion, the object of which is exquisitely beautiful, graceful, fascinating-I experience at the same time a calm, unwarped consciousness that she would not make me a good wife; that she is not the partner suited to me; that I should discover this within a year after marriage; and that to twelve months' rapture would succeed a lifetime of regret.

This I know."

"Strange indeed!" I could not help ejaculating.

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