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This silence damped me. I thought perhaps the alterations had disturbed some old associations he valued. I inquired whether this was the case: no doubt in a somewhat crest-fallen tone.

"Not at all; he had, on the contrary, remarked that I had scrupulously respected every association: he feared, indeed, I must have bestowed more thought on the matter than it was worth.

How many minutes, for instance, had I devoted to studying the arrangement of this very room?-By-the-bye, could I tell him where such a book was?"

I showed him the volume on the shelf: he took it down, and withdrawing to his accustomed window recess, he began to read it.

Now, I did not like this, reader. St. John was a good man; but I began to feel he had spoken truth of himself when he said he was hard and cold.

The humanities and amenities of life had no attraction for him-its peaceful enjoyments no charm.

Literally, he lived only to aspire-after what was good and great, certainly; but still he would never rest, nor approve of others resting round him.

As I looked at his lofty forehead, still and pale as a white stone-at his fine lineaments fixed in study-I comprehended all at once that he would hardly make a good husband: that it would be a trying thing to be his wife.

I understood, as by inspiration, the nature of his love for Miss Oliver; I agreed with him that it was but a love of the senses.

I comprehended how he should despise himself for the feverish influence it exercised over him; how he should wish to stifle and destroy it; how he should mistrust its ever conducting permanently to his happiness or hers.

I saw he was of the material from which nature hews her heroes-Christian and Pagan-her lawgivers, her statesmen, her conquerors: a steadfast bulwark for great interests to rest upon; but, at the fireside, too often a cold cumbrous column, gloomy and out of place.

"This parlour is not his sphere," I reflected: "the Himalayan ridge or Caffre bush, even the plague-cursed Guinea Coast swamp would suit him better.

Well may he eschew the calm of domestic life; it is not his element: there his faculties stagnate-they cannot develop or appear to advantage.

It is in scenes of strife and danger-where courage is proved, and energy exercised, and fortitude tasked-that he will speak and move, the leader and superior.

A merry child would have the advantage of him on this hearth.

He is right to choose a missionary's career-I see it now."

"They are coming! they are coming!" cried Hannah, throwing open the parlour door.

At the same moment old Carlo barked joyfully.

Out I ran.

It was now dark; but a rumbling of wheels was audible.

Hannah soon had a lantern lit.

The vehicle had stopped at the wicket; the driver opened the door: first one well-known form, then another, stepped out.

In a minute I had my face under their bonnets, in contact first with Mary's soft cheek, then with Diana's flowing curls.

They laughed-kissed me-then Hannah: patted Carlo, who was half wild with delight; asked eagerly if all was well; and being assured in the affirmative, hastened into the house.

They were stiff with their long and jolting drive from Whitcross, and chilled with the frosty night air; but their pleasant countenances expanded to the cheerful firelight.

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