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And if I did-what then? God bless him! What then? Who would be hurt by my once more tasting the life his glance can give me? I rave: perhaps at this moment he is watching the sun rise over the Pyrenees, or on the tideless sea of the south."

I had coasted along the lower wall of the orchard-turned its angle: there was a gate just there, opening into the meadow, between two stone pillars crowned by stone balls.

From behind one pillar I could peep round quietly at the full front of the mansion.

I advanced my head with precaution, desirous to ascertain if any bedroom window-blinds were yet drawn up: battlements, windows, long front-all from this sheltered station were at my command.

The crows sailing overhead perhaps watched me while I took this survey.

I wonder what they thought.

They must have considered I was very careful and timid at first, and that gradually I grew very bold and reckless.

A peep, and then a long stare; and then a departure from my niche and a straying out into the meadow; and a sudden stop full in front of the great mansion, and a protracted, hardy gaze towards it.

"What affectation of diffidence was this at first?" they might have demanded; "what stupid regardlessness now?"

Hear an illustration, reader.

A lover finds his mistress asleep on a mossy bank; he wishes to catch a glimpse of her fair face without waking her.

He steals softly over the grass, careful to make no sound; he pauses-fancying she has stirred: he withdraws: not for worlds would he be seen.

All is still: he again advances: he bends above her; a light veil rests on her features: he lifts it, bends lower; now his eyes anticipate the vision of beauty-warm, and blooming, and lovely, in rest.

How hurried was their first glance! But how they fix! How he starts! How he suddenly and vehemently clasps in both arms the form he dared not, a moment since, touch with his finger! How he calls aloud a name, and drops his burden, and gazes on it wildly! He thus grasps and cries, and gazes, because he no longer fears to waken by any sound he can utter-by any movement he can make.

He thought his love slept sweetly: he finds she is stone dead.

I looked with timorous joy towards a stately house: I saw a blackened ruin.

No need to cower behind a gate-post, indeed!-to peep up at chamber lattices, fearing life was astir behind them! No need to listen for doors opening-to fancy steps on the pavement or the gravel-walk! The lawn, the grounds were trodden and waste: the portal yawned void.

The front was, as I had once seen it in a dream, but a well-like wall, very high and very fragile-looking, perforated with paneless windows: no roof, no battlements, no chimneys-all had crashed in.

And there was the silence of death about it: the solitude of a lonesome wild.

No wonder that letters addressed to people here had never received an answer: as well despatch epistles to a vault in a church aisle.

The grim blackness of the stones told by what fate the Hall had fallen-by conflagration: but how kindled? What story belonged to this disaster? What loss, besides mortar and marble and wood-work had followed upon it? Had life been wrecked as well as property? If so, whose? Dreadful question: there was no one here to answer it-not even dumb sign, mute token.

In wandering round the shattered walls and through the devastated interior, I gathered evidence that the calamity was not of late occurrence.

Winter snows, I thought, had drifted through that void arch, winter rains beaten in at those hollow casements; for, amidst the drenched piles of rubbish, spring had cherished vegetation: grass and weed grew here and there between the stones and fallen rafters.

And oh! where meantime was the hapless owner of this wreck? In what land? Under what auspices? My eye involuntarily wandered to the grey church tower near the gates, and I asked, "Is he with Damer de Rochester, sharing the shelter of his narrow marble house?"

Some answer must be had to these questions.

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