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It had slipped my memory that you have good reasons to be indisposed for joining in my chatter.

Diana and Mary have left you, and Moor House is shut up, and you are so lonely.

I am sure I pity you.

Do come and see papa."

"Not to-night, Miss Rosamond, not to-night."

Mr. St. John spoke almost like an automaton: himself only knew the effort it cost him thus to refuse.

"Well, if you are so obstinate, I will leave you; for I dare not stay any longer: the dew begins to fall. Good evening!"

She held out her hand. He just touched it. "Good evening!" he repeated, in a voice low and hollow as an echo. She turned, but in a moment returned.

"Are you well?" she asked. Well might she put the question: his face was blanched as her gown.

"Quite well," he enunciated; and, with a bow, he left the gate. She went one way; he another. She turned twice to gaze after him as she tripped fairy-like down the field; he, as he strode firmly across, never turned at all.

This spectacle of another's suffering and sacrifice rapt my thoughts from exclusive meditation on my own. Diana Rivers had designated her brother "inexorable as death." She had not exaggerated.

I continued the labours of the village-school as actively and faithfully as I could.

It was truly hard work at first.

Some time elapsed before, with all my efforts, I could comprehend my scholars and their nature.

Wholly untaught, with faculties quite torpid, they seemed to me hopelessly dull; and, at first sight, all dull alike: but I soon found I was mistaken.

There was a difference amongst them as amongst the educated; and when I got to know them, and they me, this difference rapidly developed itself.

Their amazement at me, my language, my rules, and ways, once subsided, I found some of these heavy-looking, gaping rustics wake up into sharp-witted girls enough.

Many showed themselves obliging, and amiable too; and I discovered amongst them not a few examples of natural politeness, and innate self-respect, as well as of excellent capacity, that won both my goodwill and my admiration.

These soon took a pleasure in doing their work well, in keeping their persons neat, in learning their tasks regularly, in acquiring quiet and orderly manners.

The rapidity of their progress, in some instances, was even surprising; and an honest and happy pride I took in it: besides, I began personally to like some of the best girls; and they liked me.

I had amongst my scholars several farmers' daughters: young women grown, almost.

These could already read, write, and sew; and to them I taught the elements of grammar, geography, history, and the finer kinds of needlework.

I found estimable characters amongst them-characters desirous of information and disposed for improvement-with whom I passed many a pleasant evening hour in their own homes.

Their parents then (the farmer and his wife) loaded me with attentions.

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